Anonymous: 1 3 4 5 14 20 26 33 42 57 78 83 85 135 136 148 154 155: what is your favorite thing to do?

I don’t know which list of questions these are referring to. 
My favorite thing to do is read. c;  

I changed my URL awhile ago so I haven’t gotten any of your guy’s wonderful messages :c 

it is now: thinkhappyshit.tumblr.com NOT cats4lyf.tumblr.com :c >.< 

YOU PROBABLY THINK I HATE YOU SINCE I DIDN’T REPLY TO YOUR ASK BUT IN REALITY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I just never check this one anymore. I only have it so no fool takes my url ;c ‘cause I’m selfish like that. 

Anonymous: I III IV V VII VIII XIV XV XVI XVIII XIX XXII XXVI

I. I like(d) this guy because he didn’t care what others thought of him, we think the same way, he doesn’t mind watching movies all day or walking three miles to a friends house. He’s obsessed with brownies JUST LIKE ME. He actually texts me first.  (used to) we’ve gone through the same emotional bullshit in the past so we relate well. He’s mature but also superbly funny. Oh, and he’s got a nice ass. But now we don’t talk anymore so eh (: 

III. 5 things that irritate me about males: I don’t know, every one is different. They can be too cocky, they overreact, they have high expectations, & they continuously want, want, want; never satisfied. 5 things that irritate me about girls: They get offended too easily, they seem to always be thinking about themselves, they continuously want, want, want, it seems like nothing is good enough for them and they all have bigger boobs than me. ;c 

IV. the best thing that happened to me this week: I got to hang out with some friends I haven’t seen in a few months and I spent the night swimming, hanging out, and driving around; the weather was beautiful and windy and it was just a perfect friday night. 

V. Weird things I do when home alone: Walk around practically naked, cook odd foods, blast my stereo and scream the lyrics, and I speak all my thoughts out loud. 

VII. I like the color of my eyes, my hands and nails, my legs, my feet, my hair sometimes, and my back. I don’t like my lips, my nose, my butt, my boobs, my eye shape and size, or my body shape overall; I feel it looks awkward, and I also don’t like the shape of my face. But I accept all the things I dislike about myself. 

VIII. I walked a mile to starbucks, walked a mile back, took a nap, got ready, went to Kaleigh’s house for Danny’s surprise party, did hood rat shit with everybody at the party, drove around with Danny and Grae, drove Danny home, got dropped off at David’s house, hung out with David and Jordan, watched School ties, and then passed at around 3:00a.m on David’s bed. 

XIV. Something I do without realizing it: I guess I have the habit of looking at somebody cross-eyed and smiling at them when I see them looking at me.

XV. Lyrics that describe my current mood: I don’t feel like finding a song or thinking of one. 

XVI. Well, the first time I ever got drunk I was at a bonfire and I was sitting in the bed of the trunk just hanging out y’know, being awesome and shit and I kept drinking beer after beer because I wasn’t feeling anything BUT THEN I STOOD UP and my god, my world was spinning and it finally hit me and my friend and I were stumbling around being drunk and I hated it so I haven’t been drunk since. Sorry, I don’t have a great drunk story since y’know, I don’t get drunk ;c 

XVIII. C0nceitedbitch.tumblr.com 

XIX. four months and with this guy, Sol. 

XXII. I want to change how I do things. I’m sick of not doing anything with my days but hang out with the same people. I want to change how I treat my mother; I’m constantly snapping at her and she’s my life.

XXVI. My first kiss was when I was 6 and  was molested by a teenager on drugs. 

Anonymous: More Self-portraits please.

THIS SHIT TAKES TIME. I’M NOT PHOTOGENIC SO I HAVE TO TAKE HUNDREDS OF PHOTOS BEFORE ONE APPEALS TO ME. I’m not lacking in confidence I just know I look way better in person. hurrhurrr

Anonymous: how would you explain the love you have last felt?

It was horrible. I was trapped under a fucking spell. It was a selfish love and it was like we were constantly in a hurricane. We’d be in the eye for a little bit just to be swung back into raging winds and I wasn’t happy. Nor was I happy without him and it was just back and forth back and forth and that is not the kind of love I wanted. I loved the feeling of being in love and I loved him as a person but I am so glad that it is over. I still feel that ache, though. I also crave love everyday. To love and be with somebody is a scary thing. 

Anonymous: I love the fact that you submitted yourself to the cute girls blog, even though you are not cute...but beautiful , I find your confidence very attractive.

I appreciate this a lot, thank you. Confidence is key, baby!

Anonymous: Or your favorite part of sex?

Intimacy, hands down. 

Anonymous: who was the last person you were surprised to see?

ahhh uhhmm errrrr 
I can not recall, I’m sorry :c  

Anonymous: Goodnight.

Good afternoon<3

Anonymous: Who are you currently attracted to you?

Well, 

I was attracted to this one guy, Sam, but he wanted to be just friends due to “ex-girlfriend” complications so I got over him.

I find a lot of boys attractive but I don’t feel the need to pursue any of them, they are just nice to look at c: